MiNnEn FöR lIvEt

LESS THAN TWO HOURS OF BEING 17 LEFT.

AHHHHH!!!!

Just a thought: now all the adult content (over18) stuff will not be blocked on here any more XD interesting how one night can change that...

Not me.


A fly type thing just came down from the lamp or the window.
Silently flew in circles, the circles getting steadily smaller and smaller... and then sort of spiralled under my desk.


Poor thing.


That is all.

Stolen from chromeheart  O:)

Name: Ruth
Date: 11/3/2009
Colorgenics Number: 21470365

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You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

The way things are at this time is causing you considerable stress and anxiety. Your friends and acquaintances consider you to be - to say the least - difficult and unapproachable. Now it is because of this that you need to find some sort of solution. By doing nothing and waiting for matters to right themselves will only make things worse, but don't rush into making hasty decisions - make haste slowly.

You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

You are being very dogmatic, insisting that there is to be absolutely no equivocation whatsoever about your achievements and accomplishments.


Well well well... I'm unapproachable???
Hmm...

In other news, I am actually tired and stuff because I need to sort my UCAS and revision and this and that and miiiiiih :(

Special mention for everyone doing exams, particularly 

suah

  cos she has a test tomorrowww and its importanttt <3

Loves for all

ilovessyou

happy birthday to arrowlights!
haven't seen you around in a while... hope ure ok ^^

I'm posting this for Ree. Cos she asked me, and cos its not like I've got a psych essay to do thats due for tomorrow or anything... ehem.

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

I am VERY excited that the HTML thing worked. Is this a good card reedles?

Wah. Since I leave my school at the end of this year to go to uni (oh good lord...), this is my last year on the school council, of which I've been an active member for FIVE YEARS. FIVE. Not even the leader teacher has been leading that long!! I'm a veteran!!!

Anyway, I thought I'd post a couple pics cos I remember promising some people I would... Just a warning: the place we stay in naturally pretty, but the accomodation etc is horrid...

( Please work cut... )

I wonder if this works.
In trying to get the URL I made it play full screen.
Serious lols. Like. Woah.

tofuleaf  gave me these questions to answer *gulp*

1. what is your favorite class subject and why?
i regret to inform you that this is ridiculous considering the second question XD but i guess i'll say psych. i am doing ok, and imma do it at uni, so... there.

2. do you play favorites (ex: in music, books, PEOPLE xD, etc)?
NO! miih. i try not to. i probably do on a subconscious level, but i'd rather have it all than concentrate on a particular thing and risk missing out on something else *philosophically greedy*

3. favorite season and why?
autumn, or fall for the americans amongst you. but... it only justttt beats winter, cos snow is like AWESOME. autumn wins because people are more willing to put up with the slight chilliness whereas winter is like DEATH, BLEAKNESS, LETHARGY. and all that crap. autumn means i can get away with staying inside, but if i do go out, there are pretty colours around O:) plus autumn = end of summer and i don't like summer much XD

4. what was your best day like?
aigooo. i really couldn't say. when fun things happen, like, worthy of calling best moments, i try to report them here. i couldn't pick out a particular day, each has its own ups and downs :/ hooray for balanced pessimisn :D

5. what do you like to do in your spare time?
lots. learn stuff that is useful and stuff that isn't. compute, as is obvious. listen to music, watch stuff, spend time with friends if they are available... but i prefer the indoors. i'm quite the hermit, truly.

Does this satisfy your curiousity? If not, ask and i shall elaborate ^^

edit: i was just nostalgically skimming old entries and found one titled 'best day ever' XDDDD so much for number 4...

Ok, that meme, I'm being urged to do it right now
"Reply to this meme by yelling "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your LJ and explain what they mean to you."

chantal gave meeee:
Salamat!
Finland.
Lyrics
YunJae
Tyler *giggles*

Salamat
Thank you in filipino :D I always remember it, and this impresses chantal. I know thank you in lots of languages, I think its a nice courtesy to learn it for at least every country I visit...

Finland
Omg. It was so awesome. Huskies and reindeer and amazing food :P I totally reccommend it to anyone who wants a place where everyone speaks english, doesn't mind a nightless night, and is a careful driver (reindeer, all over the road, seriously)

Lyrics
XD this is because I spout them quite a lot. I can make almost anything into a song, or it will remind me of a song. For example, downstairs with my sister and her boyfriend he said something about summer rain so of course I went 'summer rainnnnn. drifting down my faceeee againnnnnn, summer rain....' etc. My sister joined in too, cos she does it a bit as well :P

Yunjae
Aww. I am almost unbiased about pairings, like I'll read anything. But there is the typical yunjae versus yoosu thing, and these were the fics I started reading first...

Tyler
You did this to irritate me eh? Chantal likes to think Tyler and I are more than friends. Untrue. 'Nuf said. (P.s. I feel like he will be hurt for me not saying much about him, but you can talk to him if you wanna know more, hes captain_lard XD)


Thereeee. Live long and prosper.

I'm backkkkkkk

Very tired.

Um. Chantal gave me a meme to do but I haven't the energy to do it now, tomorrow maybe??

I am most shocked to find that its sunny here, I thought I'd leave it behind in Finland :D

Hope all is well with you guys, toodles for nowwww

Olen tässä! I am here! Woooo.

It's not very exciting here. That took me minutes to write cos ä is in the way of ' O_O
I will miss these keys though...öåäöåöäåöäåä..hehe

Anyways, confused? I am now in helsinki, having been near kittilä for a while, so its some freaky interlude before we fly home tomorrow... irritating, but at least I found this awesome computer :P Printer, speakers, complete with the odd guest wandering through and being scared by my fast typing *raises an eyebrow*.


There is very little point to this entry except to say hi, I'm still alive, and to remind myself to do some things:

1. Youtube Tartu Miikin... random Finnish kareoke, hilarious XD
2. Post some of my thousands of pictures from this trip... do y'all wanna see?
3. Backtrack dbsg and dbskgifs, lots of stuff I haven't been able to view.

Is that it? I swear I had more... oh wells.

Bring on the British soil and slight jet lag X_X

Näkemiin Suomi! Minä rakastan sinua!!!

Greetings!

The magical hotel i am staying in has a computer.
So lo, i am here. For brief spells every so often.
I've backtracked ficwise, but will do your entries later, as i wanna be able to concentrate fully on them...
Speakage later then, bye for now!

Nähdään pian!
Minä rakastan sinua kaikki!

...thats where I want to beeee *sings*

Hehe

Hooray for me, its holiday time again so off I jet mit meine famille to a land far far away...
Ok, not far farrrrr away, but a good distance, 2 planes man: FINLANDDDDDD

Thusssss
I will, in all probability, NOT be on for a whole NINE DAYS.
*audience gasps*
Ikr. I can't believe it myself either. I'll see what I can do tho, cyber cafes and all that jazz.

In any case, my net time will be drastically shortened in about... 15 mins when we leave for the port of air.

Imma miss you guys! Comments and links to osm things appreciated, as always.
Don't do anything stupid whilst I'm away, I want a live f-list to return to...

nakemiin! (goodbye in finnish... a friend and i have already realised it looks like naked min. dw. :D)

p.s. written at 03.17am. i've been up alll day, since i'm a nocturnal thing. muchos apologias for the random... <3

CUT WONT WORK *WEEPS*

What these words mean to me:

DBSK - aww well, what can I say. Fundamentally, they are brilliant singers and dancers and are freaking good at what they do. On another level, they're just soooo lovely! Adorable, one might say :D They maketh me smile, and therefore deserve all the success they get, as well as my much coveted praise XD

Alex - ah. The voice. Just, love it. Vintage Romance FTW ^^

Internet - my lifeline. I'm on here too much :/ I swear tho, if I had a bicycle-powered laptop, I would be able to exercise and then it would not be so bad :P No but really, there are some lovely people to be found using the net, so I think I am quite justified in hanging around in order to communicate and share stuff with them :)

My icon - hahahahaha. Almost no one gets what it is. Lemme tell the story, though I imagine a fair few of you know about this by now. When I first got my phone (a few years ago now :S) I was messing around with functions and the camera. And I took that picture, and liked it: its my curtain :D The curtains are actually blue with various colours of stars on them so... yeah. Are you guys bored of it? Should I get a new icon?

Exams - they're overrrrr. For now. Just did my AS exams see, results day is like the 20th of August :S Scary potatoes. Oh well, a whole load of A Levels next year T_T

I hope that'll doooo?And this one~, fill it out peoplessss:

1. Your Middle Name: Leonie

2. Age: 17

3. Single or Taken: Single

4. Favorite Movie: Ummm... I don't have one, I like lots of things :D

5. Favorite Song or Album: Umm, again, not so much one for favourites...

6. Favorite Band/Artist See above...

7. Dirty or Clean: Excuse me? If you're talking about me, I'm clean XD Particularly with the torrentual rain today!

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: Ears, nufink else. My sister has like ten tho O_O

9. Do we know each other outside of LJ? Unfortunately not, u is far awayyy

10. What's your philosophy on life? Observe THEN, and only then, act (wow. i came up with that on the spot XD)

11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty? Half empty. Go fill it.

12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? Of course. Nothing important though, and who am I to judge anyway

13. What is your favorite guilty pleasure? Erm... LJ? XD

14. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: I am a twin. Is that interesting enough??

15. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they? More wishes. I know its against the rules, but it'd take me soooo long to decide. Reading minds at will would be cool though. In fact, all of these things would have to be so specific cos I can't stand all these loopholes/flaws in things...

16. Can we get together and make a cake? YES. Cake and I get on most splendidly

17. Which country is your spiritual home? Spiritual?? I like to think nowhere, I'm quite the explorer XD Ehem.

18. What is your big weakness? My own rationality

19. Do you think I'm a good person? Fosho ^^

20. What was your best/favorite subject at school? English/psychology. Decisions decisions...

21. Describe your accent: Queen's english, a'thankyouuu... Nah, I mix it up, I'm strange like that (and irritating, apparently)

22. If you could change anything about me, would you? Only with your permission XD I can't think of anything off the top of my head, but I imagine we could come to some kind of agreement lol

23. What do you wear to sleep? PJs, wooo

24. Trousers or skirts? TROUSERS.

25. Cigarettes or alcohol? Neither?! Although a little alcohol is sposed to be good for u...

26. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!) Stalk DBSK. If we got caught, your terminality would get us off the hook :D Oh, and maybe that cake making mentioned earlier, a last meal is essential!

27. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you? SurenessP.s. I think the bold thing wont work....:S

...cos it's kage12 's birthday! Happy birthdayyyyy ^^
Thanks for your awesome fics and such :)


p.s. I hope this is right cos I know theres a time difference annnnnnd LJ might be telling me lies >_<

That's right. Finished. Forever (a year).


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ITS A GOOD THING! EXAMS ARE DONE WITHHHH, YAYYYYYYY!

I'm sorry about my previous post, being alll..... melodramatic :| I just had a bad exam and felt awful over it :(
Thankees to those what commented to check up on meeee, much appreciation and lovies.

Everyone else, hope you're ok, and good luck with exams cos I know some of you are still doing/about to do them, hwaiting~

Bye for nowww

Avert thine eyes children...

( GAH )

Hey there

Reeree is making me post pics. So I'll go all out...

EDIT: LJ cut isn't working... SO SORRY!! :(
( Plllllease work lj cut T_T )( WORK DAMN YOU WORK )

Soooooooooooooooooooo sorry for how late this is. Gotten from le chromeheart 

ASSOCIATION MEME - I find it very amusing that two of these are countries XD

Quiet Heartache
Ok, wellll. Adapted from the Kent song, Quiet Heart. Beauuuuutiful song, go check it out! I guess I used it for my name cos I have a number of memories from listening to it *thinks*. Some happy, some sad, and some to be shared if you specifically ask :D

Poland
Omg. I do really like Poland. Except mean people on trams T_T Was a school trip recently, glad I went despite depressing concentration camps and major feet painnnnn from walking so much... But seriously, I had some immense soup there. I know the concept of 'immense' soup is a little absurd, BUT you haven't tried their soup! That said, India assured me it was stuffed with butter and oils, meaning although twas immense, was probably not too good for me XP

Snow
Most recent experience of snow = Poland :D and my goodness it was pretttty. I like the stillness of it, and I much prefer cold to hot (weatherwise anyway), so snow is fun fun fun. Particularly snow days which I can spend throwing aforementioned snow at peoples... lovingly, of course O:)

DBSK
Awww. Before anything else, they just really seem like nice people. Tis cheering watching them frolick, make idiots of themselves annnnd still be credible with emotional stuff etc. Then they're amazing singers, a credit to the 'boyband' genre - though considering mirotic, ought I be calling them a manband?!!! No wayyyy, don't wanna neglect cute and fluffy DBSK ^^ So yeah, glad I'm aware of them. Music/things in other languages are always interesting...

UK
Homeeeeee. The weather doesn't bother me. And everyone here likes my accent, so can't complain XDDD I do like going abroad but idk if I'd live anywhere else... Tis comfortable, familiar... Tea is nice too btw, so not to be mocking our love of it!

Phew. I think I have another one to do somewhere??? I'll look but idk... Hope I haven't been too boring...